I am thankful for the break through in Alzheimer's detection. At the same time...I am am feeling so much sadness that it came too late to help Peggy.
She couldn't talk to me today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe...Tomorrow.
It feels like my heart is lying in little pieces all over the floor this morning. It has been a crying day, a sad day.
I miss my sister, Peggy. I miss our talks when one of us has had a lousy week. This has been a lousy week for me, health wise. Everything hurts, even my hair! I know that I will get better but I know that Peggy will only get worse.
So, with everything hurting, even my hair...I am crawling around on the floor with a basket. I am looking for the pieces of my heart that I threw away in frustration.
After I find my heart, I will wrap up in a blanket and curl up on the sofa and cry until I go to sleep. A good cry is all the words that my heart can't say! It is a cleansing of the soul. It is washing out my heart so it will be clean and ready to make that call to Peggy tomorrow.
I Love You Today, Peggy!