I talked to Peggy this morning. I haven't been able to reach her since last Friday.
I didn't feel like writing yesterday and nothing much to say today.
I'm just in a blue period, when it comes to Peggy and missing the connection that we shared.
This morning's call was hard because she just repeated what I said to her.
Most calls, it doesn't bother me but today...it did.
It is times like this when I feel used up emotionally and don't have much energy to do the work to communciate with her.
She is still the same sweet person on the phone. It's me...
I don't want to expose myself to the daily calls that upset me when I am struggling with issues of my own.
I just want her to wake up and be the Peggy that I knew and not this stranger that sounds like Peggy.
Now, I'm feeling sorry for myself but I think that it is allowed on blue days and this has been a Blue Day!
Take care tonight, Peggy.
I will call you tomorrow morning as alway's. We are Sisters and we Made the
LOVE YOU-MEAN IT promise when we were small.
I miss you so much! I will feel better tomorrow. Because.......
The Lord is my Shepard, I have everything I need!
He lets me rest in meadow grass and leads me beside the quiet streams.
He Gives Me New Strength. Psalm 23:1-3
I love you today, Peggy!