In my corner of the world today, there is a brilliant blue sky with thick, fluffy white clouds.
I looked at the clouds this afternoon and thought how solid they appeared. I imagined that if I could fly high above and jump onto one of the thickest clouds, I would surely have a soft landing. I could lie on it and float looking down at the world below me.
The clouds, though thick are deceiving because if I were to jump, I wouldn't land on one, I would fall straight through it to the ground.
Grief is like the fluffy clouds to me. It forms, thick around me but I know that it can not hold me.
Falling through the grief over losing Peggy is the only way to heal.
It's just a long way to fall and there is always the fear of the unknown landing spot.
I heard this yesterday and now, I know where I will land.
The grammar is not good but the words brought great comfort to me when I heard them.
"Ain't nothin gonna happen to me today that me and Jesus cain't handle".
Bring on the clouds of grief and let me fall through them to heal because even in my grief over watching Peggy disappear......
"Ain't nothin gonna happen to me today that me and Jesus cain't handle"!
I Miss You and.......
I Love You Today, Peggy!