Today...There are no words to express how I am feeling about losing Peggy. The words are inside of me but cannot find their way to the page.
This entry was written eariler this year and is worthy of a repeat because it describes my mood today.
Watching Peggy disappear from Alzheimer's disease is like sitting in the middle of a huge dung pile.
The stench is over powering and the dung clings to my body.
I know that I should get up and wash the dung off but when I try to stand up...the dung pulls me down again like quicksand.
So, on a day like today...I Just Sit in It!
I sit in it because Peggy has forgotten me! And because....
I Can't Remember..... to Forget!
I miss you, Peggy.... More than you can remember!
I Love You Today, Peggy!