Tuesday, November 4, 2003

I've Lost Me!

Peggy said something today that gave me chills and made me cry.

She said...I lost Me!

I asked her how she was and if she was going anywhere today ( her sitter takes her out every afternoon).

She said, I don't know...I don't know!!!

I assured her that it was O K and not to worry.

She said, all the babies were there and Barbara ( sister who lives in Atlanta ).

Barbara is not there and I knew it.

I  told her that I loved her today and she said, I know and I love you too.

Then she said, I can't go anywhere.

 I said why Not, Peggy?

She replied...I can't go anywhere because I HAVE LOST ME!!!!!

The Long Goodbye to my Sister, my Friend continues every day!

ML

1 comment:

wendy4145 said...

Hmmm....

I know WHY THAT MADE YOU CRY. BECAUSE SHE IS AWARE OF THE FACT THAT SHE LOST HERSELF AND THAT HAS TO BE VERY PAINFUL FOR BOTH OF YOU.

lONG GOODBYES ARE SO HARD. SHORT ONESE ARE HARD TOO... BUT MORE QUICKLY TO HEAL FROM IN SOME CASES.
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I WISH THE PAIN COULD STOP FOR YOU AND PJ.

THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR CONVERSATION. I HOPE TOMORROWS GOES BETTER FOR YOU BOTH.

PEACE, HOPE, JOY AND GOD BE WITH YOU
LOVE
WENDY