Thursday, March 17, 2005


I heard a song last night that touched a place in my heart.

It was sung by Larnelle Harris and the name of the song is "I'll Help You Cry."

It was so beautiful and I felt that the words were written for me.

I cannot find the song so that I can write the words for you but the song said,

I can't do much to change things but........I'll help you cry.

This is exactly what all of you are doing by reading my words and commenting on my journal entries concerning Peggy.

You are all helping my cry and for that...

Thank You!

I am crying because my life with Peggy is coming to an end and I am smiling because.....

It Happened.

My tears are bathing my soul of grief as I continue to....

Watch My Sister...Disappear.

I Love You Today, Peggy!

Mary Louise


wendy4145 said...

Crying is healthy, though it isn't fun... you are not alone when you cry.



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barbpinion said...

This touched my heart so much, hon. We've all grown to love you so much and hurt for you. Hugs and always my prayers. *Barb*

trishaham said...

Crying cleanses the soul. You have touched my heart in so many ways thrugh your journal. Thank you for sharing your journey.

God Bless.

mkolasa101 said...

Hi Mary Louise I finally made it to your journal about your undying love for your baby sister.   I honor your for your courage to openly share and let go of the pain that this is causing you internally.  I know how you feel, believe me I know how you feel.  Cry all you need to, it's hard to watch someone you love drift away and not be able to do anything about it but be there for them when you can.  

Marlene-Purely Poetry

ktrinkisme said...

I have been following your Journal for some time. Your entries are filled with such love for your sister.  The link above should get you the song from Larnell Harris.  Take care......Kathy

aryamvelez said...

It touches me to see how you can show your love for your sister. I can only imagine what you're going through. I would be devastaded if my little sister, Lily, suffered anything of the sort. Over the last couple of years we've become so close, we're best friends. We understand each other and we can talk about anything for hours. It tears me appart to read your blog,I'm only 13 and such sadness makes me cry easily, but it's just so beautiful. It makes me think about me and Lily and what could happen. Thanx to you and your journal, I have learned to cherish every moment with my little sis. I wish you the best of luck. Stay strong. -Aryam

dimundntheruf69 said...

Mary Louise.....I share your pain because i know the love of a sister...I am a sister....I have a sister who is the most wonderful woman alive in my i can certainly sympathize, empathize and feel your much hugs....christie

sanforized6 said...

I'm glad I can be helpful, and I cry with you, sometimes. Your words are so awesome. rich

candespinn said...

Thank you Mary Louise for teaching me that it's ok to cry too!
Good Bless you and Peggy Jane!

motoxmom72 said...

Here is a link to someone's website that actually plays the song and the words are written.  It's a beautiful song!!