Monday, November 9, 2009

DISAPPEARING

Peggy is down to 100 pounds. She is very happy. Sings and laughs all day. I'm so glad that her last months on earth will be happy.
Too bad that I cannot celebrate with her.

It is true that I have missed her so long that it will be easier to let her go.
Time does heal....but my oh my......it sure takes a long TIME TO HEAL.

The wounds will heal over in time but the Disappearance of my sister is burned in the wound and will not go away...until I do.

Now, I face yet another challenge......Watching my Husband Disappear from Parkinson's Disease. He has an aggressive form.
Life is not fair sometimes.

Watching Peggy is helping me to watch John go slowly away.

I love you today, Peggy!
I love you also, John We will face this together!

5 comments:

Astaryth said...

Oh, Hun, I am so sorry. Life can sometimes be so unfair. I wish I could offer more than a cyberhug. {{{hugs}}}

ADB said...

I am happy for Peggy, for she does not know you are unhappy, ML. There is nothing more cruel than watching someone - indeed, disappear. I wish John and yourself strength in coping with Parkinson's.

Guido

Arlene (AJ) said...

Wish I could be there to give you a shoulder to lean ion and a hug dear. May it comfort you to know your Sis Peggy is in a happy world of her own. You've got a lot on your plate with your concerns for Peggy and now your hubby going through Parkinsons. May it comfort you to know we are here for you anything you need a friend. Bless you dear.

ShallowGal said...

Your sister is beautiful. Alzheimer's just stinks.

xo, Amy

ADB said...

Peggy has finally been liberated from the chains of Pick's. I am so sad. But also, so happy. RIP Peggy.