Grief is an on going process. You never get finished as I have realized.
I find myself back at the door of anger.
Peggy is gone but still here. Missing but present.
I hate what this disease has done to my beautiful sister.
I hate what this disease has done to me.
Sometimes, I feel numb when I think of Peggy and other times....
I'd like to shake her and say...Wake up, stop it!
Life keeps moving forward and I find myself right back at
another of the revolving stages of grief.....Anger.
It is like living in the movie "Ground Hog Day".
I am glad you cannot know or feel how angry I am at you tonight, Peggy.
I am just tired, tonight.
Tired of knowing you are there but you are not.
I love you today anyway, Sister.